Last week I made 12 presentations in the newsroom. I wanted to give as many people as possible the opportunity to look me in the eye and ask me questions about this new app. It is potentially a game changer - which means that it is potentially very frightening - which means I owe it to them to talk to them in person.
My poor introverted psyche is utterly battered, not at all comforted by the pizza and alcohol team-building night with the app team or my Millennials who need reassurance and advice.
I need to hide in my house, ride my bike, cook for my family.